My so called life

11:13am: broed
well im sitting in class bored, humm.... we have one last test today and i have my final for this class monday then im free to party! but anywo i will post again later!

1:30pm: LONG TIME
omg... it's been forever since i've been on here.... i've been tangled up on myspace. But in class i cant get on myspace... so i just thought i would get on here and see what has been going on. I hope everyone has been doing good and i feel so bad for not keeping in touch with all of you, god i have been busy! Im a full time student, i try to go to Wa once a month to see my g/f... so i keep myself busy. I think im out of it today b/c i was up late lastnight till like 4 or so and had to get up at 8 to go to class. but anyways i guess i need to see what the teacher is doing... so i will post again later! I hope!

1:59pm: omg
omg i have not been on here in forever i hope everyone is doing good and i will talk to u all soon!

9:25pm: ok....
Well once again i have been on myspace and have not really been on here sorry... so yeah.. umm started school it's going great... umm... im gong to see my g/f thursday and will be home sunday... im so happy about that... umm... other then that nothing really... im home all week so i can study for my classes and on the weekends im only god knows where... lol...j/k anyways... hope everyone is doing good... ttyl peace

9:52pm: WOW
Well its been a while since i've updated on here... myspace has kinda taken up my time dont know why but yeah. Anyways... OMG Adma it was so good to see you at the club on new years eav... even though i was not there long... i wanted to stay but yeah... umm... Megan M. I have had fun hanging with you... we will have to hang more... and Megan L it was so good to get to see you yesterday... we will have to do that more .... ok does anyone know whne GSA starts? ok well im out i need to call my g/f... hope everyong is doing good!

1:11am: Happy Holidays
I Hope Everyone Has A Very Merry Christmas And A Safe And Happy New Year!!!!

9:55pm: Bored
Well im bored... i took a nap and was out of it... like i was so gone. it was weird then Lindsey called me and woke me up she came over and we talked and just hung out. so now im just kinda sitting around wait for my g/f to get home so we can talk. Well hope everyone is doing good.

12:41am: hey
well im on my space now so if u have it u can add me http://blog.myspace.com/jaybaker12

11:29pm: boredness
Well lets see im bored... and im sleep and im going to go to bed i guess... hope everyone is doing ok... holla!

11:11pm:

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Tuesday I bought porn for o_ryan (-10 points). In January I pulled over and changed queenfaghag's flat tire (15 points). In July I stole irishbrowneyes's purse (-30 points). In November I put gum in nymamma's hair (-12 points). Last Sunday I set rebirthbyfire's puppy on fire (-66 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-103 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking! Sincerely, ab_dimples_03

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12:57am: ...
Well im getting use to the idea of me staying sick this time, i just can't shake this one off. It got really bad but now it's just staying the same not getting any worse that's good... but then again not getting any better and that's not good and it sucks. Tatiana is still sick, but she is getting better thank god. Megan L. girl... you need to call some damn body, you know im here for ya, so call me. I might not always know the right things to say to you about whats going on, but i am here for you to talk to so you can just let it out and not keep it in. Well i hope everyone is doing good... hope to see you all soon!

12:07am: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG I'M SO HAPPY. TODAY IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE EVER. TODAY IS ONE YEAR THAT TATIANA AND I HAVE BEEN TOGETHER. I KNEW THAT THIS DAY WAS COMEING BUT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT I WOULD BE THIS HAPPY ABOUT IT.

4:55pm: Still sick
Ok being sick sucks ass big time. I go back to the Dr tomorrow b/c im not getting any better, im just getting worse. How fun, Tatiana's sick with the same shit... i swear thats so weird b/c when she get's sick, i get sick or if i get sick, she gets sick. I changed my ticket from Dec. 28th to June 23rd that way i can stay 2 weeks. Yeah i know thats a long time away but it's all good. It gives me more time to save up more money. Well anyways, i think im going to go lay down for a little bit.

5:14pm: Sick again
Well im sick again, but thats nothing new im always fucking sick. I have to go to the Dr. tomorrow i hate the Dr. and that mother fucking is crazy if he thinks he is going to give me a shot. Anyways... i just got done putting up the Christmas tree with my dad, that was fun i guess... he and i never spend anytime together so it was good to do that with him. We got new Christmas stuff for the house today too... so we have been doing all that good stuff today. Also i got a pool table from my g-ma like on the 22nd. So i've been playing a lot of pool. i'm so glad that thanksgiving is over... the food was good but damn some of my family just needs to go somewhere... comeing up to me talking about omg look at you.. your so cute and you have grown so much... i hate that shit! My god they just seen me two years ago or a year ago whatever.... Anyways I sent Tatiana's stuff i got her for Christmas on the 23rd it should be there tomorrow. But after i sent all her stuff to her what do i do... find something else i want to buy her so i have her some more stuff... so i need to get another box so i can go ahead and send it. Shit i was adding up everything i got Tatiana for Christmas and omg... i have spent a little more then 2000 on her already and it's not even Christmas yet. Oh God that girl better know i that i love her. I have never in my life ever spent that much on like 5 people much less just one. But then again i can't really help it i can never go in a store without being like "oh i think she would like that" so yeah. But i like buying her stuff, it makes me feel good on the inside when she get's it and likes it so yeah. Whatever it take to put a smile on her face i will do it. Well anyways... i guess im going to go... im kinda sleepy my meds are kicking in! Peace out homies!<--- lol

9:33pm: =)
I hope everyone has a happy and safe Thanksgiving!

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10:26pm: Blah
ok yesterday and today i had like a lot of test... i had 2 yesterday and 3 today. I think i did ok... but i wont know till like fri or next mon. about how i did. I'm so fucking tired... i've been studying and stressing and all kinda shit. But i'm just glad that my test are over for now. But anyways, i talk to my g/f for along time lastnight it's been a while since we have had a talk like we did lastnight. It's so amazing when someone means so much to you that just knowing there happy maked your world go around. But anyways... I'm kinda sleepy but my g/f is going to call me in a few min's thank god i get to sleep in tomorrow. Well i guess im going to go... Holla!

12:20pm: beautifully broken
it seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
it seems like yesterday i din't know how hard i could cry
it feels like tomorrow i may not get by

but i will try
i will try

wipe the tears from my eyes
i'm beautifully broken
and i don't mind if you know it
i'm beautifully broken
and i don't care if i show it

everyday is a new day
i'm reminded of the past
every timet there's another storm
i know that it won't last
every moment i'm filled with hope cause i got another chance

but i will try
i will try

Got nothing left to hide
i'm beautifully broken
and i don't mind if you know it
i'm beautifully broken
and i don't care if i show it

without the highs and the lows
where would we go
where would we go


i'm beautifully broken
and i don't mind if you know it
i'm beautifully broken
and i don't care if i show it

i'm, I am beautifully broken
I am beautifully broken

i'm beautifully broken
and i don't care if i show it

8:15pm: Well I went and seen Ryan and Jason lastnight... Ryan it was great to see you... umm Jason you take too long to get ready! =) I got Ashlee Simpsons new CD today. I like it, my g-ma got me some boots today. I like them, I talked to Tatiana lastnight. Everything is ok... other then her dad not wanting her to be with me. B/c he does not trust me, but it's ok i will earn his trust. Damn i can't wait for christmas or after christmas i want to see Tatianas face when she opens what i got her for christmas. Oh yeah i got really bored so i wrote this kinda about me and Tatiana and our relationship. Well hope everyone is doing good love to all!

When it comes down to it.

Everyone tells us that were crazy.
Could it be that maybe
We really are crazy?
Because were nothing alike.
When I say yes
Your always telling me no.

You say that I think too much.
I say you don’t think enough.
But then again I wouldn’t have it any other way.

Cause’ when it comes down to it
I love the way it feels when
You always know what I’m about to say even before I do.
You’re the one that makes my world spin around
And at the same time you’re the one who can make it all fall down.
Yeah I know I’m crazy, but only because I’m crazy for you.
But lets not forget about you, cause’ your crazy too.
I guess were just crazy because you love me and I love you

It’s just something about you and me.
That makes everyone questions the moves we make.
It’s like there waiting for us to make a mistake.
They just don’t understand the way we work.
But that’s ok with me, cause’ somehow were meant to be.

Were going to make this work
Even when it hurts
Just because we don’t like the same things
Does not mean anything

Cause’ when it comes down to it
I love the way it feels when
You always know what I’m about to say even before I do.
You’re the one that makes my world spin around
And at the same time you’re the one who can make it all fall down.
Yeah I know I’m crazy, but only because I’m crazy for you.
But lets not forget about you, cause’ your crazy too.
I guess were just crazy because you love me and I love you

It does not matter what’s going on with us,
Even if we don’t understand the things we do.
It’s just something that keeps us going and makes it work
We just can’t explain it,
But no one gets me the way you do.
And I think it’s the same way for you.

Cause’ when it comes down to it
I love the way it feels when
You always know what I’m about to say even before I do.
You’re the one that makes my world spin around
And at the same time you’re the one who can make it all fall down.
Yeah I know I’m crazy, but only because I’m crazy for you.
But lets not forget about you, cause’ your crazy too.
I guess were just crazy because you love me and I love you

10:24pm: Sleepy
Well it's been a few days since i've updated omg i've been so busy with school. But im so proud of myself. I've been fucking going and going, i'm so tired.... i've been busting my ass in my classes... and it's paid off i now have an Academic scholarship to any two year college. Then i can transfer to a 4 year college! So as of right now im planing to go to school in Wa. Anyways speaking of school... today was like the first day in a while that i have been able to take it easy. So i went shopping with Lindsey, Kim and Matthew. I got Tatiana all kinda stuff for christmas today ... my god did i get her alot of stuff.. but i dont care i would spend everything i have on her b/c i love her and i can never buy her enough stuff. Shit the only thing i got myself today was new shoes, it was time.. i needed some new ones. My other ones were dirty, but im going to go shopping again with my g-ma in like 2 days. I saw Ron today, I was nice to see you. I never really know what to say to you anymore. We use to be like really good friends and did everything together and now it's just weird kinda. But im very proud of you for staying in school. Well i guess im about to go... I'm sleepy! Love to all!

7:32pm: I'M SO EXCITED!!!
OMG i love my g-ma. She ordered me like a shit load of stuff from american eagle. She was like you need some winter stuff and i was like ok. Then she was like Well happy early Christmas and she pulled out some kinda paper thingy and i was like wtf? She was like well read it.. she went ahead and ordered me a ticket to Wa for Dec 28th today when i was in school omg i was so happy. I'm still so happy. I can't wait to tell my g/f. Well Lindsey and Matthew just pulled up so im going to go... love to all.

12:12am: 11 months 2day
Well 2 day has been 11 months thatTatiana and i have been together. I'm so happy,Well i hope everyone is doing ok... love to all!

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	7.3
Mind:	6.1
Body:	8.2
Spirit:	5.4
Friends/Family:	6.8
Love:	9.2
Finance:	6.8
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9:01pm: blah
Well today i didn't really do much of anything. Went to school, came home went to Kim's, Lindsey and i were throwing the football at Kim's. Umm... don't know. I just feel like keeping to myself for some reason. I don't know, ok well im going to go i guess... hope evryone is doing ok!

11:46pm: Bored
Well right now im really bored.. im so freaking tired. I was up till 4:00am and i was so messed up. I have not been that way in a very long time. I talked to Megan L. for like an hour, then i watched T.V and passed out. Tatiana was not home tonight, and she didnt pic up her cell phone. So maybe she will be home tomorrow so we can talk. Anyways... i should be in bed, I have school tomorrow. Im so fucking sleepy. Well i guess im going to go.

12:43am: Bored
Well right now im very bored. I really have nothing to do, Tatiana and i got off the phone about an hour ago. Her dad wanted to talk to her about something, So Lindsey and i started playing Halo. But anyways... you know what I know what im going to get Tatiana for christmas now. Thank God, she would not tell me what she wanted so i just thought about it and i got it now. I talked to Katy (Tatianas sister) and asked her if she though what i was going to get her if she would like it, and Katy said she thinks she would love it so thats good. Well im kinda sleepy so i guess im going to go to bed. Holla!